Height: 5'11
SW: 180 lb.
CW: 137.06
GW1: 152 lb.
GW2: 145 lb.
GW3: 135 lb.
UGW: 100 lb.
Teenage waist trainer, I have one goal at the moment, losing around a quater of my Body weight. Yes this is one of those pro-ana, thinsporation blogs. No I'm not out to poison the minds of people out there, or in anyway condoning eating disorders. This is not for anyone else aside from myself. No, I don't need saving, I need starving. Your harsh criticisms and comments have little effect on me, I am determined in my choices. I accept that you may view this blog negatively, I just need you to accept that whatever negative things you may have to say to me are wasted on individuals like myself, we stand strong in our habits.
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✖ 2 Notes / Tue Jan 3rd, 2012 ≡ reblog

People who don’t have their stats displayed in an easy to view area, fuck you. I just really want to compare myself to you.

✖ 6 Notes / Tue Jan 3rd, 2012 ≡ reblog

It’s so annoying having one of those ‘we all sit at the table and eat together’ families, like please, just let me starve, I don’t want your food or to have to sit in that vicinity of your faces as you shovel food in them. Nauseating. 

✖ 2 Notes / Mon Jan 2nd, 2012 ≡ reblog

Today had been really tough, I caved and ate one pringle and mentally it feels like I’ve consumed the whole tube, usually if I was feeling low I would think “Hey, I’ve already failed by having one may as well eat the whole tube because I’m a fat failure and that’s what fat failures do, we eat”. No, I’m attempting to be strong, I will go to the gym today and I won’t eat anymore pringles and I’ll soothe my thoughts by watching the O.C and ogling Mischa Bartons fabulous body. 

✖ 6 Notes / Mon Jan 2nd, 2012 ≡ reblog
 
✖ 4 Notes / Thu Nov 17th, 2011 ≡ reblog

I’ve been watching Supersize vs. Superskinny whenever I take a bite of food I think about one of the super sized people. 

✖ 11 Notes / Tue Nov 15th, 2011 ≡ reblog
 
✖ / Sun Nov 13th, 2011 ≡ reblog

being hungry hurts, wearing my corsets 23 hours a day hurts

but not doing any of this hurts even more…

✖ 10 Notes / Fri Nov 11th, 2011 ≡ reblog

I don’t hate anyone in the world as much as I hate my body.

✖ 2 Notes / Wed Nov 9th, 2011 ≡ reblog

I’ve lost 20lbs so why do I see no difference?
Oh yeah, because I’m still not skinny enough.  

✖ 3 Notes / Wed Nov 9th, 2011 ≡ reblog

Just chew and spat a twister from KFC, now I’m trying to purge what ever minuscule of chicken went down my throat, watch my life and tell me this is glamorous.